If you know me very well at all then you know that I am NOT PATIENT!! I am so ready to already be gone, on my mission, in the MTC, out of AZ, serving the Lord.... I just wanna go!!! I am having such a hard time with this last month. I want to spend time with family and friends and try to keep preparing spiritually and physically, there is so much I want to do, plus I feel like I will never feel prepared enough!! I am starting to feel a little inadequate and I am becoming lost, confused and sad!! It is so hard to know you are willingly giving up SO much only to have doors slammed in your face, but at least I KNOW it's what I am supposed to do, it's just hard!! I am sorry you have to listen to me whine, it's just what's going through my head right now. I want to get this last month over with!! I don't know how much longer I will last like this. I used to say that the worst feeling ever was waiting for my mission call.... but I was wrong!!! This last month is the WORST EVER!!!
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Take a breath! Now breath in, breath out, now remember in the scriptures where it says I will make weak things strong unto you. Well I am thinking maybe this patience thing will be needed at sometime in your life so maybe look at this last month as a chance to be made strong. Besides I'm not ready yet!! I love ya girl, you will make it and you will shine! Jennie
Hello my dear! I'm so glad you left a comment on our blog - it's so good to hear from you. I'm a notorious blog stalker too, but it's so fun to see who's actually reading. I'll bet you're so excited to leave - Chris is having a blast. I'll be sure to check back often - keep in touch!
You can do it. It may feel like it is taking forever, but you will look back fondly on this time in a couple months. Hang in there!
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